Confessions...

Last night, my DH Jim was in the mood for a pasta dinner. So... I made fettuccine alfredo with Broccoli, Mushrooms, and Shrimp. And I ate a large plate of it.

And I had some leftovers for lunch.

Pasta and I DO NOT GET ALONG and I should NOT be eating pasta!!! SHAME SHAME SHAME!

Dear Lord, please allow this to be my one "free" day, please help me stay on the wagon and not fall off because of "one slip up". One pasta dinner wont completely ruin it for me, if I don't allow it to.

I should probably go VERY low carb for the next few days to make up for this little carb binge.

Ugh. Carbs are I are just not good friends...

ON the bright side... Jim brought home Chips, Donuts, and pure junk food the past week and I have had none of it. NONE of it! GO ME! I have been tempted several times by the bag of doritos on the counter just SCREAMING my name. But NO... I will not do it.

I just finished this afternoon's workout with Bob Harper and I pushed myself more than the last time to do the moves in full motion as deep as possible. Now I'm doubling up the protein powder on my shake...

I will not give up. When I used to be in good shape, I used to allow myself ONE day of eating whatever I wanted. BUT, that was a "reward" for being lean and fit... I can't give myself those days quite yet.